Only a dream

I looked but couldn't belive
though it seemed so real.
You where standing next to me
and didn't want to leave.

Two hands miraculously combined
your neck next to mine.
In a lightly dark room
where was no sing of scare or gloom.

Just cold sweat and soft warm breeze
then finally I woke and realized.
It was still only a dream.
Why does life have to be so mean.